It's hard.

It's hard having a mom who has progressing M.S.
It's hard having to put her in a transitional care home for a few weeks while her pressure sores get healed up.
It's hard having to potentially plan for long term care because it's getting more difficult to give her the care she needs at home.
It's hard having relatives pop in, tell you what you should be doing with regard to your mother, who then get to go back to their "normal" everyday lives.
It's hard trying to do all this and having conflicting guilty emotions about being happy that you're graduating from law school (finally) and getting married.

I have a draft of a much cheerier post sitting on the computer... with lots of photos from the last week+ (sorry, I've been a bad blogger) but couldn't muster the "pep" today to care enough to write it. I'll get around to it tomorrow or the next day.

Tomorrow will be better.